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recinerate) wrote2016-01-02 11:39 am
recinerate) wrote2016-01-02 11:39 am
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letter to mello; written end of december 2015.
[On the piece of paper Beyond received from Mello as a Christmas gift, the following is written in Beyond's plain handwriting:]
Second chances do exist, even for people like us. I know this is true, because I found mine with you. I owe you for a lot of things, but this is the thing for which I owe you the most. You made me stronger when I was weak, you kept me real when I was uncertain, and - most importantly - you helped me see that what was done to us as children was wrong, in so many ways, and it's because of you helping me understand this that I was able to reach the conclusion that's allowed me to leave this place. I blundered my way through my second chance with you, and I truly regret the pain that I've caused you. But I will always be grateful to you for everything you gave me while we were together, and now that I'm setting out with another second chance, I do so with the knowledge that it's thanks to you.
I love you, and I always will. I think you believed me once when I said that, and I hope someday you'll be able to believe it again, because despite what we were led to believe, you deserve to be loved. And I hope you'll find a way out of this place to your own second chance. You deserve that, too.
- Beyond
Second chances do exist, even for people like us. I know this is true, because I found mine with you. I owe you for a lot of things, but this is the thing for which I owe you the most. You made me stronger when I was weak, you kept me real when I was uncertain, and - most importantly - you helped me see that what was done to us as children was wrong, in so many ways, and it's because of you helping me understand this that I was able to reach the conclusion that's allowed me to leave this place. I blundered my way through my second chance with you, and I truly regret the pain that I've caused you. But I will always be grateful to you for everything you gave me while we were together, and now that I'm setting out with another second chance, I do so with the knowledge that it's thanks to you.
I love you, and I always will. I think you believed me once when I said that, and I hope someday you'll be able to believe it again, because despite what we were led to believe, you deserve to be loved. And I hope you'll find a way out of this place to your own second chance. You deserve that, too.
- Beyond